17 September 2010

On being homesick

WARNING: This post isn't exactly about Morocco.

Maybe it's because I've hardly left my apartment for days. Maybe it's because T and I have both been under the weather this week. Maybe it's because the literal weather has turned cool, overcast, and rainy. Maybe it's because I was looking at some photographs of Wyoming yesterday. Or maybe this is just what happens after being in a new place for about a month. I'm homesick.

I miss my house, which finally (hamdullah!) has renters in it (although, ideally, it would have new owners in it). I miss the Wyoming mountains. I miss my friends who (ahem) I haven't gotten to talk to since moving here. And, of course, I miss my birds.

Mango bird
Pierre (a.k.a. Cresty McCrest)


Superfluous video of Mango taking a bath

Surely I've gone through this every time I've moved. I think the reason I feel (or think I feel) the homesickness more strongly this time is that I never had to give up as much before. But maybe this time, while I've sacrificed more, I have more to gain.

Right?

3 comments:

  1. Drat, I just lost this whole posting!

    Being a pensive soul, J, you will likely learn very much about both your exterior and interior landscapes. How bad could that be?

    We could skype. It's free. T has my gmail address, I think. We could even see each other. Think about it, ok?

    Hugs, Cindy

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  2. I sign onto Skype looking for you two, but never see you on. Maybe we should set a time to talk...

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  3. JABS,

    Hope you are feeling better by now, both physically and emotionally. Last night I dreamt I was living in Yemen with my family. We had been given a room in an old, yellowing, delapidated building and told that we need to manage somehow for 5-6 months. :(

    I, too have been signing on to Skype off and on. What are the likely times to catch you?

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